I think recently I’ve become more interested in the ideas of changing and losing control of my body. I want a sailor-style tatooed arm, or atleast a sailor-style tatoo on my arm. A heart, a mermaid, an anchor. Something brilliant and unnatural.

I also want to smoke and drink. The former I don’t do at all, and the latter I don’t do particular frequently. I want to relequish control for a bit. I want to vacate myself.  So stupid, I know.